Drowning in the Rain

Drowning in the Rain

I sat alone as your face flashed by.
I stared in the crowd...
— All I can look for is the figure of your back
I listened to songs,
Just to realize they’re yours.
All the places I went…
It’s your footsteps I see.

Here was where I cried as you confessed.
There was where we kissed under the rain filled sky...
The sweetest first kiss one could ever felt...
—You’d smiled and said.
The store we’d shared our first drinks--
Stood open—welcoming.
It’s all part of a past now.
We were so young then...
Blushing; anxious…
The nervousness of puppy-love.

The sky now rumbles: it warns of rain.
The clouds cover every blue in sight.
A light cold drizzle greeted the blacktop.
Yet I sat under the lonely bus stop...
Silently wishing...
Staring... looking for a familiar smile--
A shadow of that same warming light.
Drowning in nothing but the past.
Even as I was drowning in the rain.


By: Me. :\

wrote this awhile back on a rainy night... and for this past weekend, it was raining. so i thought it'd be appropriate to post. :]

I LOVE THE RAIN.

Wishhh... Swishhhh. :]

I LOVE YOU SECRET SANTA...

-wish list not in any particular order... but the ones i think is cute i commented on. ;p

- VS stuff are only able to order online... nd they come pretty fast too.

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1. Colin Stuart Patent Mary Jane - S: 6 or 6.5 black (or wine if black isn't avai.) i REALLY like this. :]


4. "Love makes the world go round" Tee!!! size small if possible. if not then any size they have is fine.. :]

5. Braided strap slub top black, purple, OR mustard... YOU chose. ;] size small


8. Snoopy Love tee

9. floral mesh overlay top

10. H81 Torn Up Faded Straight Leg GREY Size: 25 I WANT THIS STYLE OF JEANS.

11. Vans GREY slip-ons size 6.5

12. black or grey Toms Size 6.5

13. VS Prima Cotton Swing Cardigan with Scarf size: small

14. Bunny Ankle Boots size 6 or 6.5 THESE ARE CUTEEEE <33 nd SEXIIII. ^_- haha.

15. Lily Suedette Shoetie size 6 or 6.5 in black pref.

16. Marlena Leatherette Tote black

CUTE CUTE JEWLERIES --- such as these. ^_~

17. Beaded Cross Pendant

18. Caged Pearl Chain

19. Beaded Cluster Pendant

20. Tasseled Charm Necklace

21. Notions Necklace this is... L.O.V.E :D

22. Jewel Ball accent necklace

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HOLY SHITZZZ... >_< that's a lot.... :x but at least... almost ALL of these are found in one place?? xD FOREVER 21!!!!

nd. this is just me looking through stuff nd basically posting anything i think its cute, there are only certain ones i really like. but besides that... if you cant find it, just get me anything you think is cute. <3 i trust your judgment. ^_^

THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU. i <3 YOU muchhhhhhh.

Changing too fast.

i've been scarrily depressed this past week...
shutting myself at home, being MIA to everything.
things are really just too much for me to handle atm...

i don't know if i can go out this weekend anymore.


i'll get myself to do the secret santa list soon enough...
i'm sorry my SS. i promise i'll do it... >_<