Because I Missed Your Heart

"You know how there's usually just THAT one individual in a person's life where he or she just can't forget?"

--"yea? and?"

"and that ONE person affects you so much that you're left remembering their traces long after they're gone?"

--"hmmms. i guess?"

"like... anything and everything that you come across, would spark a memory or thought of some sort, relating to that person?"

"Every seconds of everyday feels like an unending torture cause she's just not there."

"When you hear the rain, you think of the time you and that person spent as it was pouring outside."

--"Haha, a person like that sounds impossible. especially for a guy like you."

"When it's windy, you think of those moments that you two spend together and the wind ruffles her hair into an unthinkable mess, and yet all you can see is how cute she looked frowning?"

"The only person that can pains your perfectly healthy heart.Cause it to throb physically because of how much you're hurting mentally. All that just because you know that she's going through problems that you are completely unable to carry in her place. "

"Yet at the same time every single minute you spend with her, even when you're not seeing each other face to face makes you forget that you live in a reality where nothing is ever perfect, and everyday new drama comes knocking at your door."

"And you fall in love. Utterly and completely in love with all her flaws, her clumsiness, weakness, vulnerability. Everything that makes her PERFECT."

--"Are you BLIND to do so? WHY?"

" Just because... you REALLY CAN'T HELP who you fall for."

"Even when it's over... you find yourself comparing every new girls you meet to THAT one."

"You paused. You play... pass the time. You stop. You walk away."

"IT'S JUST NOT HER."

"None of those girls feel the same. Not their warmth,smiles,flaws, their HEART. Their hearts are not HERS."

"And that's what you MISS. Everything and the only things that are HERS."

--" So... how would you know all this? Haha... we're too young to really truly understand these stuffs aren't we? What? You want to tell me that you've met someone like this? I think it's too soon to really tell."

"Yea, I really think I've met that one person. Everything I've listed and described..."



"I've FELT it FOR YOU."



"I can lose everything i own without a second thought. But the only thing i MISSED day and night is the ONE thing i can't seem to ever have. Funny enough, i truly believe its the only thing I'll ever need."

" BECAUSE I MISSED YOUR HEART NEXT TO MINE."